I just came back from a long night out with the sister, her boyfriend and a cousin and am now having trouble sleeping because all I can think about is whether or not the boyfriend would be slightly ticked off that I accidentally and without intention 'ditched' him when I promised to keep him company while he works on his most recent assignment.
*shivers*
Its funny how quickly I've changed from being the girl who is adamant about being in a relationship to one who worries about (seemingly) small matters such as this, because in my head I always imagine that it would snowball and we'd eventually break up.
I know its crazy, and the me a year ago would've been more than prepared to land a blow to my head, but whats even crazier I think is the massive amount of love I have for this guy. Oh and also how afraid I am of losing him.
I refuse to delve into details, but lets just say that; I've found the guy I'd like to have around for the rest of my life; who challenges me to be better and inspires me to dump fiction (for the meantime) and reach for books shelved under the 'Science' genre.
I am happy to say that I've rediscovered my inner nerd and that New Scientist is now... an addiction. Current read; Stephen Hawking's 'A Brief History of Time'. NBD.
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