NurulNadhrahZainal: Blowing Out of Proportions.

There should already be a post on Spain winning the World Cup by now, but ever since I was finished with exams, I can honestly say I've been quite busy. Juggling time to be spent with friends, time to pack my overwhelming amount of belongings to be brought to my apartment, finding time to read my long abandoned books, blahblahblah. LOL.

And all this has obviously drained all my energy coz the last thing I remember last night was hanging out with a few housemates, watching some Korean stuffs involving Super Junior (Okay, don't judge!), gushing and laughing and whatnots. And the next thing I knew, I woke up in my friend's bed that I resided on earlier, still in the same position I was, watching Super Junior.

(source: HitYourHeart)

-______-" Meaning, some time between watching those videos, I feel asleep. HAH! So bloody pathetic that I cringe whenever I think about how my friend's reacted to me suddenly blacking out.

I'm cringing as of now.

And not to mention I missed Isya', and I feel like kicking the daylights out of myself! I HATE IT WHEN I MISS SOLAT TIMES! It makes me feel so incompetent that I ask for a lot from God, but I can't even keep simple obligations in check. Just coz I groggily woke up from my friend's bed somewhere around 3 AM, and then slumped into mine.

HAISH.

But whatevs. This morning am heading to the apartment again. OMG. Yesterday baru bawak like, 2 boxes and I think I died halfway through the staircases. I mean. SERIOUSLY. No elevators?! Our house is on the 5th floor for God's sake! -______-"

Oh, so the thing is, the date of my repeat exams have changed.

It was initially on the 21st of August, and I was supposed to fly in and out of Malaysia. Meaning: I'd fly home the same time as everyone else, then I'd fly back here for a week, then back again to Malaysia, then back to Egypt again, early October.

But as we've been proven one too many things. Us humans can only plan, the rest is up to the Almighty.

It might have also been the fault of our turd-like administrations, but whatever. Talking about my university pisses me off to no end. And I'll start questioning why I was even here to begin with, AGAIN. And no one wants that: Refer previous post, which was written under pressure, where I decided to be carefree after studies. I still want to, BTW, but with less angst. LOL.

After it was decided that my exams were to be held in September, and I had only about a week of Raya to spend, I kinda broke down. And it was so bloody dramatic, at one point I thought I was about to commit suicide because of it or something, but instead went to the beach and got burned.

Literally. -_____-"I can be such a drama queen.

But the fact that I thought things over were good. I mean, sure, I'm devastated that I'd be having only one week of Raya to spend, and I'd miss my father's birthday buttt... to begin with: This all would not have happened to me if I didn't flunk my exams. And well, what matters is HOW I spend the time I have at home (Which is shorter by about two weeks from everyone else), not the duration of it y'know.

This quote is so out of proportion in this placement, but whateverrr.

And although I'll envy my friends who plans a later return here, it doesn't matter. There's nothing to actually be enviable about. For all I know, they're stuffing their faces with food, or something. Which I have recently stopped doing coz I obviously gained a little weight ever since a few weeks ago, where I think I ate 4 different cakes and like, 10 and more slices of pizzas + other culinary delights, for the reasons of a farewell and birthday celebrations. FML.

The point was actually coming home a little thinner, but I think that plan's backfired. HAH!

And for all I know, my family plans a trip to Australia(?) I think, after my sister is done with her SPM. I hope that works out. Or else I'd have to visit Lisa in the UK. Yes, I still have high hopes for my sister. I mean, like I previously mentioned somewhere, when she goes, I kinda go as well. HAHA. So whatevs, y'know.

From where I see it, I'm quite privileged too. Ahh yesss, its good to have a half-full cup of water view of everything y'know. Sometimes it can solve a lot of worries. No need to delve into details. :-)