Its been quite a pattern for me to be sleeping by 10 - 11 pm, and wake up around 3 am. And what I do from then is simply sketching, day(?)dreaming, preparing the clothes I would want to wear to class (coz only God knows how long it would take me to decide, despite already being late and in a hurry), and endlessly browsing through Architizer. (Cookie points goes to Paca for introducing me to the website!)
See... I know I've always written down 'architect' as an ambition ever since I was a kid, but now that I'm actually on the way to pursuing said ambition; it feels a bit surreal. In a good way of course.
I love that being able to pursue this course makes me appreciate my surroundings more than I ever did. Nowadays buildings, automobiles and even trees are a work of art, a form of architecture.
I sound high.
That may be the effect of writing this at four in the morning... or I'm simply in love with architecture. FOREVER THANKFUL TO MY FATHER for pushing me towards this direction. I am more in awe of him now... if thats even possible, since I've always held him in such high regards.
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Okay SO. I have FIVE assignments due. To be honest, I am mildly (I say this because I'm afraid to sound too excited) thrilled about a few of them but just am... Oh I don't know how to describe my feeling(s) towards a few of the other assignments that either;
ONE; Requires us, as a unit, to sing onomatopoeia style in front of the whole class, and
TWO: Write two essays.
Now, the thing is, both the assignments relate to two things I love; Music, and writing. Which makes my hatred (if I may say so) towards having to perform the assignments quite hard to explain. Largely because I am unable to see how onomatopoeia is going to be a big help to everyone aiming towards becoming an architect or a quantity surveyor.
I love singing, and making literal instruments sounds... but only in karaoke boxes and in the comfort of my own room, thank you.
I adore writing. Always have, and always will. With the exception of the two essays I have to write for English class. Which, to be honest, I am most confused as to why do I even need to take this subject. Like seriously. No, its not that I'm saying I'm a genius in English and all that. *flips hair*
But yeah. Honestly, I would've forgiven whoever made us take English if the class is at the very least entertaining. Unfortunately... it is not.
NICE. -___________-
But I gotta do what I gotta do. Though I'm never pleased with my essay writing skills (PFFT more like lack of it) nowadays. My sentences always seem too generic... too damn common. Plus I need to learn more words and widen my vocabulary. I SUCK.
**Note to self: Read the dictionary every day and pick up at least 3 - 5 new words.
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Regarding the issue of suddenly agreeing to the concept of a boyfriend... I'm over it. LAWL(?) I lose interest too quickly, I swear.
I guess the only thing to say right now is; If a right person comes along, I'd consider a relationship.
OKAY MAJOR EW. I have this automatic repulsive reaction towards the 'R' word. Like, seriously. Me and my friend Eja are such commitment-phobes, its almost a bit ridiculous really. I think its because we both expect too much of the opposite sex.
CEH. Macam cukup bagus! ( = As if we're good enough!) But whateverrrr. I am being a TROLL.
LOL at how I italized the word BF and the 'R' word. I CANNOT talk about those things without either laughing or just scrunching up my face and going;
Noooooo.
Though DO know that I do wish to get hitched. One day. One fine day. To a guy I actually reallyyy like. I even feel uncomfortable using the word 'Love' here. Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeekkk!
Okay I'm going to stop writing about this. Its giving me chills.
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Instead, lets look at photos of the pretty houses I posted!
I would LOVEEEE to get to live near / surrounded by water. A tad scary, what with tsunami scares and all... but STILL!
House 2: Cuny House in Singapore
If I ever get the chance and money, I'd get my parents a vacation house like this. Mama have always wanted a house surrounded by nature and Ayah loves gardening, even though he doesn't have enough time for it anymore.
So much love for this house and its location! But honestly now; Am I the only one who feel a bit threatened because I think Tinky-Winky, Dipsy, La-La and Po (They're the Teletubbies, if your childhood is that deprived... which I doubt) are going to pop out out of nowhere!
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OMG CLICK ON THE SOURCE YOU WON'T BE SORRY!
Its too much fun!
Okay so I'm going to end this post now and get ready for Subuh prayers. And hopefully after that do some yoga, pilates and some other exercise shizz coz I might be going out for butter milk chicken today with a few classmates.
FINALLEHHHH. People have raved about that chicken far too often for far too long!
One last thing: Who else out there has an unhealthy addiction to the Non-Stop Nyan Cat?
After a while it even starts wearing a reggae hat! (cue AWWWSSS)
WHY ART THOU NOT AWWW-ING?!
Okay thats it! I need to stop nyan-ing now. Goodbye!
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